✿扑通扑通。。试着放慢✿

明知会伤痕累累

却依然奋不顾身

明知固执会害人

却依然停不了这份思念

✿心里住了几只小鹿✿

那小鹿本来就在那

住了好久

真的好久

是我努力地隐藏

一直压抑着

当我差些忘了时

它又出现了

你说的。我真的试过

但就是不行

也很清楚结果

不过

我只是想当这感觉还强烈时

就不要再隐藏

试着接受

然后享受

❉u owe me❉

on 25th July 2012

执着一些事

始终没办法放得下

"很自私的我

吞没了别人对我的好"

你！

为什么把我搞得那么苦！

请还我个解释

这是你欠我的！！！！

❉something to update❉

On 3rd June 2012

update issue no.1

time FLIES!!

i already worked in KL for TWO months

without my conscious at all..

it makes me more scare

because... the time pass too fast

i grow too fast

old too fast

nearly forget to treasure anything i have now

when in diploma i miss "form 5"

when in degree i miss "diploma"

when in working life i miss "study life"

i always be too late to treasure the "RIGHT NOW" moment

i know i have to love the moment i have now

but.. i just cant control myself to flash back the pictures in degree

my hostel..my uni..my life and my frens

update issue no.2

ATTENTION!!!

in this working place

u just cant relax in office

every minutes have to take 100% cautions

u never know what other ppl think

so... must be TRIPLE careful

do the BEST

do the NECESSITY

not only have to be awared of the colleagues

the Biggest thing which i keep scratching my head

is how to serve my BOSS

from past..what i had learnt is fulfill markets' needs and wants

the Text Book left out the BIG BOSS

update issue no.3

Great thing to SHARE

i failed my PLAN!!!!!!!

never decrease my weight at all

i already try my best

a big excuse is..

i grow up dy

bone also heavy liao

not because of im fat jor

this excuse just make me become fatter...

wuuuwwwuaaaa!!! T__T

update issue no.4

i transferred 10% of my income to shopping cart

yooohooo

love all of them so so much!!

oh ya...

something great to share

we (the staff) can buy the defective cloth from MORGAN =]

all cheap cheap and nice nice

it is just a very minor defect

untung loor!!!

April i alrd bought two pieces

last month i bought five pieces

(will upload the photos soon)

Last issue to be updated

tomorrow my Mommy come visit me dy!!

already two months dint see her liao

arrhh...wanna hug hug and chat chat !!! ❤

how much i wish she can stay longer

✿沉重的心情 o(︶︿︶)o✿

On 11th March 2012

觉得自己的存在很多余

很没用

对自己很失望！

✿update update✿

On 9th March 2012

after interviewed for quite a number of companies

in the end also decided to work in that fashion company

i hope i will not regret on my decision larh

*alrd found a room in dataran prima

just a walking distance to office

although the rental is so high

but at least i can save up the transportation fees

oh laa~

alrd collected my robe in this morning..

hope to see all my frens next week on our convo larh <3 

✿怎么做？✿

On 13th Feb 2012

我在为这事烦呢

当它们两个碰在一起时

我该如何做决定啊？

爱情与事业

到底要留下

还是。。。

但他也没留你啊

你烦什么呀你