✿this is really a hard thing for me to accept✿

i just received a bad news from FB

why she dint call and inform me?

why i have to get this news through my sister's fb profile?!

i'm the last one to know?!

really cant accept it...

why this will happened?

izzt because of u take care of bei bei?

everynight dint sleep well until now become like this?!

i really sad to know that...!!!!

and i really hate that u told sisters that

u alrd lived of half life and alrd see the greatest thing..

it's ok for her to become XXXXX

BUT!

do u know that...we cant accept it!!!

i not sure whether u are by nature be optimistic or u are pretending to be optimistic!

i know... by applying the medicine can control it from getting worst

but it cant really heal!

somemore ... u are by genetic

it's really have small percentage to recover from it

PLUS u alrd about 400% ?!

u dint aware about it?

or u alrd notice but dint go for treatment?!

once i get this news..

i surfed internet to get some information about the treatment

i want to know what can we do to heal it

and also what to eat to improve it

result shows, those patient by genetic should go for operation as early as possible

the percentage to recover will be higher

and...from now.....

u must eat more red beans, watermelon, luffa and flammulina

please mummy!!! you must recover

u know..u havent see the day that i get marry..u havent meet my future husband and babies~

u not even see how my life in future

i even haven to use my own-money to bring u to travel

please mummy!!!

i begging you!!!!!!!!! T^T

god! i really need you now!

please help her, help my MOM!!!!

on 28th April 2011

at 12:57 AM